The punana performed quite adequately this morning.
It arrived one hour later than it had scheduled. The reason offered was that it had miscalculated EST based on its own time zone in the UK. As you might imagine, waiting a full hour for my treat didn't put me in a good mood. The session was a very painful 90 minutes, culminating with a quite intense orgasm.
The punana should be posting a description of the session sometime soon. I will post the chat log at the Circle's website "Submissive to the Circle" for your reading enjoyment.
Saturday, November 23, 2013
punana's orgasms
One thing the readers should know is this: for over a year now, our punana has been instructed that it can only cum while being ass fucked by H or while obeying a very limited set of commands given by John C some time ago. All of John C's commands are either significantly painful or humiliating. Perhaps someone will ask punana to post a list of them here someday...
It's commendable that the punana has been following these instructions, even in the absence of day-to-day monitoring by anyone from the Circle.
It's devotion is recognized and appreciated.
H is a very lucky man.
It's commendable that the punana has been following these instructions, even in the absence of day-to-day monitoring by anyone from the Circle.
It's devotion is recognized and appreciated.
H is a very lucky man.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
a punana; H and it take a holiday
H and a punana have been away on holiday to the South-West of England. Sir David gave a punana some instructions which it obeyed to the best of its ability.
First of all, as the weather was mainly warm and dry – if not always sunny – a punana’s dress code was short shorts or skirts with tight T-shirts or strappy vest tops and, whenever appropriate, wedge-heel sandals. And, as the cottage H and it were staying in was very private, a punana wore as little as possible around the cottage, often walking around nude. For the two beach days and the one sunbathing day at the cottage, it wore newly purchased bikinis, either deep yellow or sky blue and very brief. Whenever possible, a punana would remove the bikini top.
Each night, H would fuck it, three times in its ass, the other times in its cunt. Thankfully, Sir David had given a punana permission to cum as often as it could. And a punana took full advantage of this freedom, cumming each time it was fucked in its cunt and twice as it rubbed its clit while being ass-fucked. Also, a punana orally worshiped H’s cock each morning before H and it got up out of bed. Again, it came most mornings by rubbing its clit as it sucked on H’s wonderful cock.
As instructed by Sir David, a punana took every opportunity to slip away to the bathroom to arouse itself by playing with its nipples or fingering its wet cunt but not allowing itself to cum – this was sometimes really hard. So it was permanently on edge and ready for H to do what He wanted with it.
a punana would take every opportunity to cuddle up to H and when H and it were out, in a pub or restaurant, it would take any opportunity to take H’s hand and put it on a punana’s thigh. However, if H and it were too public or were not sitting close enough, a punana would act submissively, sitting demurely with its knees together and its hands in its lap and its eyes downcast. it spoke only when spoken to and when it did speak, it replied quietly and respectfully.
Even acting demurely like this had the effect of exciting and arousing a punana; behaving submissively clearly suits it.
However, as instructed, it did observe H to see if He might show signs of being attracted to any woman H and it might see. When possible, a punana would make an appreciative comment about a woman it noticed H looking at; about Their hair, figure or how They were dressed or whatever. Usually H would reply either that the woman was ‘not His type’ or perhaps that the woman looked good but He would much rather have a punana (not that He uses that name but a punana loves Him for saying what He did; a punana is so very lucky to be married to Him!).
a punana could hardly wait to get back to the cottage where it could worship His cock or be fucked by Him and when H and it did get back and went to bed, a punana showed its devotion by fucking Him with all the passion it could muster.
Sir David had instructed a punana to try to observe if any particular woman that H and it saw attracted H and to try to copy that woman. As a punana said already, such an opportunity did not really arise but Sir David mentioned lipstick colour but it sparked an idea in a punana’s head. So, one of the days H and it went to a nearby city which has many ancient buildings. Coffee was taken while sitting outside opposite the medieval cathedral and so on. Later, around the shops a punana bought a bright red lipstick.
When H and it got back to the cottage, H made tea and went outside to sit in the sun while a punana went to the bedroom and stripped naked, but for its wedge heeled shoes and it put on a thick layer of the new lipstick. Then it walked outside and stuck a sexy pose in front of H. “You like?” it asked. H was clearly amazed and just replied, “Wow. Yes, I do like!”
Without another word, a punana dropped to its knees between H’s legs – the hard stone slabs hurt its knees but it gladly endured this pain - and, smiling up at Him, it unfastened His trousers and reverently took out His Cock. it kissed, stroked and sucked His Cock, loving the sensation of It hardening and growing in its mouth. it sucked lovingly and took Him as deep into its throat as it could, and pressed its lips down onto the hard shaft.
After sucking Him until He gave a punana the reward of His delicious spunk, it pulled away and was delighted to see the ring of lipstick less than an inch from the root of His beautiful Cock.
After thanking Him and, putting His Cock away, H and it sat in the sun, drinking the tea, a punana still nude. Later, H and it showered together and a punana dutifully knelt under the cascading water and lovingly washed Him clean.
It was a memorable holiday for a punana and, for H too, a punana is sure. A punana hopes that You enjoy reading of its holiday experiences.
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
a cock worshiping slut
Although under the control of The Circle, a punana dearly loves its Husband, H and it will always do anything to give Him pleasure.
Sucking and worshiping H’s cock is something that comes naturally to a punana; it knows that its proper place is on its knees, naked and with its lips lovingly wrapped around His beautiful cock. And, of course, H is more than happy to regularly permit a punana to worship Him with its mouth and throat; and to reward a punana with the gift of His most delicious cum.
Of course, H also regularly takes His pleasure by using a punana’s cunt and ass but nothing demonstrates a punana’s love and devotion to H better than orally worshiping His most magnificent cock.
The taste, the feel of it filling a punana’s mouth and pushing down into a punana’s throat; the sensation when He shoots His hot cum and it burns a punana’s throat is it trickles down into a punana’s stomach!! Oh it takes a punana to slut heaven!
a punana sucked its first cock shortly after its 16th birthday and right from the start a punana enjoyed having its mouth filled with hot, hard cock. It was an enthusiastic and skilled cocksucker.
While at university a punana had many short relationships and sucked many, many cocks; buying a punana a couple of drinks in the bar would usually be enough to get a blowjob from a punana. And on more than one occasion, a punana has worshiped four rampant cocks in a session.
And when a punana met H, it was overjoyed to find that H possessed such a big beautiful cock; it is truly magnificent. a punana is the luckiest slut in the world to have such an amazing cock to worship and adore.
Never once in all its life has a punana even thought of spitting out the cum that has been gifted to it. First of all, it would display total disrespect and ingratitude and, secondly, a punana just loves drinking down spunk so much. Whenever a punana is fortunate enough to be presented with a cock to worship, that cock becomes the centre of a punana’s universe; nothing else matters but to give total pleasure to that cock. Any pleasure a punana may get from adoring the cock is irrelevant.
a punana is truly a cock worshiping slut.
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
a punana; some pics
A short time ago, a punana's facebook page was closed down because of some pics a punana had posted.
a punana thought that You may like to see some of those pics, so here are a few.
These pics are taken from the internet; they are not a punana but they demonstrate a punana's status in life.
a punana thought that You may like to see some of those pics, so here are a few.
These pics are taken from the internet; they are not a punana but they demonstrate a punana's status in life.
The correct position for a punana.
This is pretty close to what a punana actually looks like.
It was the nose ring that finally made a punana understand
that it was nothing more than an animal.
Friday, June 14, 2013
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
a punana; third cum of the weekend
26th May 2013, 07.00, M,C,0,1,9,1,2.
This was a holiday weekend in the UK
On Sunday morning, a punana was awake early. So, wanting to take advantage of Sir David’s generous permission for it to cum three times over the weekend, it got up and went up to the shower block.
it entered a cubicle, stripped and stood under the shower and, with the warm water cascading down over it, a punana pushed two fingers into its cunt and frigged itself. a punana’s left hand went to its tits and it was squeezing, pulling and twisting its nipples as it finger-fucked itself; leaning back against the wall as its legs turned to rubber with its approaching orgasm.
Women came and went but a punana continued regardless, guessing that the sound of the running water would disguise any sounds a punana was making.
a punana had a lovely orgasm and then finished its shower, dried itself and returned to the tent where H was just waking. Slipping back into the bed, a punana lovingly sucked and worshiped H’s cock. A lovely was to start the day!
26th May 2013, 07.40, P,O,0,0,8,1,2.
The camp-bed made it awkward for fucking but a punana happily sucked and worshiped H’s cock later in the little holiday.
28th May 2013, 11.40, P,O,0,0,8,1,2.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
a punana; second cumming
24th May 2013, 21.05, M,C,0,1,8,1,3.
In the pub, H decided to play the fruit machine, as He often does. a punana took the opportunity to slip into the ladies toilets for the second of the three allowed cums this weekend.
Three girls were in there, laughing and giggling loudly as a punana entered a cubicle, dropped its jeans and panties and sat down.
Although the girls were still outside, they were noisy so a punana started to rub its mound before slipping two fingers into its wet cunt.
Finally it heard the girls leave and it finger-fucked itself fast and hard, imagining there was a glory hole and being made to suck all the men in the pub.
a punana came quickly then dressed and went back out before it was missed but H was still playing the machine.
The good news is that He won £90 and a punana had had its second cum.
Later, back at home in bed, a punana sucked and worshipped H`s cock, relishing His delicious hot spunk as it slipped down a punana`s throat.
24th May 2013, 23.55, P,O,0,0,8,1,2.
In the pub, H decided to play the fruit machine, as He often does. a punana took the opportunity to slip into the ladies toilets for the second of the three allowed cums this weekend.
Three girls were in there, laughing and giggling loudly as a punana entered a cubicle, dropped its jeans and panties and sat down.
Although the girls were still outside, they were noisy so a punana started to rub its mound before slipping two fingers into its wet cunt.
Finally it heard the girls leave and it finger-fucked itself fast and hard, imagining there was a glory hole and being made to suck all the men in the pub.
a punana came quickly then dressed and went back out before it was missed but H was still playing the machine.
The good news is that He won £90 and a punana had had its second cum.
Later, back at home in bed, a punana sucked and worshipped H`s cock, relishing His delicious hot spunk as it slipped down a punana`s throat.
24th May 2013, 23.55, P,O,0,0,8,1,2.
Friday, May 24, 2013
a punana; cumming at last
24th May 2013, 17.10, M,C,0,1,9,1,3.
a punana had been given permission to orgasm this weekend under certain conditions.
a punana had been given permission to orgasm this weekend under certain conditions.
The time window began at 5pm on Friday and must be in a semi-public place.
Therefore, on its way home from work, a punana stopped off at a supermarket; it needed to buy a few things anyway.
it sat in its car until a couple of minutes to 5 then it went into the shop and headed straight for the ladies toilets, which are by the exit. There were two women, obviously together, in there as a punana entered and went immediately into a cubicle.
While it waited for the women to leave, a punana unfastened its trousers and slid them and its panties down to its ankles and sat down. The women were taking their time and a punana was desperate so it slipped its right hand between its legs and gently rubbed it mound.
a punana let out an audible sigh and, alarmed, it clapped its left hand over its mouth. But the women carried on talking as if they hadn’t heard anything, but a punana stopped until it heard the women leave and close the door behind them.
Then it rubbed in earnest and slid two fingers into its wet cunt. Oh the relief of not having to concentrate on controlling itself!
a punana’s fingers worked quickly and it did not take long before a punana could feel itself on the edge. it leaned back and spread its legs wider as it pushed its fingers deeper and in moments it was rewarded by that sweet release.
it had kept its hand over its mouth, which was fortunate as a punana let out quite a loud cry as it came; it body stiff and shaking as it did.
Oh my god; what a glorious release; it felt like such a long time since its last orgasm. Actually it had only been a week but that was from being fucked in the ass by H after He spanked a punana. This was a punana’s first vaginal orgasm for what feels like ages.
And it was wonderful! a punana sat for a few minutes as came back down before it dressed and did its shopping with a big smile on its face.
a punana is grateful to Sir David for allowing this.
Sir David has allowed two more cums this weekend provided a punana can post this to the blog first. a punana hopes it can!
Thursday, May 23, 2013
A week-end Assignment
Today is Thursday, May 23. Two days ago, our punana posted to our companion site (Submissive to the Circle) that she had cum during a particularly rough round of anal sex with H.
While this is admirable, it's even more interesting when placed in context. As part of its training, the punana was forbidden to cum from any stimulation other than anal penetration by H. That order was given on May 1. In reality, the punana has had to seek approval from the Circle before cumming for more than a year now.
In the early stages, she (not yet 'it') was allowed to cum under a variety of circumstances. They included options like:
The long term goal, of course, is to develop the punana to a point where she can cum from a very limited number of things. The two primary things would be 1) anal sex and 2) pain. The punana's obvious arousal during her spanking is the first small step toward #2.
On May 10, ten days without a cum, the punana sent this email to the Circle:
Sir David,
please may a punana cum this weekend. it has been really good and has pleasured H but without an orgasm itself and a punana is going crazy.
Please Sir!!
a punana
XXXXXXXXXX
---
I opened the subject to the Circle for their feedback. My own inclination was to allow the punana to cum but we needed to design a new circumstance that would move her toward her eventual goal. I included this in my email:
I'm waiting for her to weigh in. If H is indeed fucking it up the ass, then it should be cumming regularly. But from its email, it sounds like that isn't true. Either he's not doing it or she hasn't yet learned to cum from it. I want to hear from the punana why it hasn't been cumming.
I am willing to expand the punana's range of cum-earning behaviors. Perhaps we can include rimming H as the next step? H may be reluctant at first (remember H was reluctant to perform anal but is now doing it more regularly), but this will encourage the punana to find ways to convince H. As her hunger and frustration grow, she will get more creative.
---
John C, always inventive, wrote:
David. Our first duty is of course to defer to H's preferences. However, that doesn't mean that the punana should be allowed to cum just because the Husband says it's alright. Not that I believe that our punana would attempt to manipulate Husband in order to cum, unless of course it thought it could get away with it...
I believe we should stay the course. punana may come every time the Husband uses its ass and the punana should always encourage Husband to use its ass. Of course punana should go along with anything else Husband wants, just not cum when he does it.
---
The other members of the Circle were in general agreement that we need to be careful not to backslide on the punana's progress. Any new cum-earning behavior must continue to move her in the right direction.
While we were discussing this among ourselves, I sent this to the punana:
dear,
Something for you to consider while the Circle debates your request. I've resigned myself to the idea that you may never cum again. I don't want this to happen, I really hope you learn to cum with a cock up your ass, but if that's beyond you, you should do your best to digest that as a very real possibility. Is H using your ass often?
---
The punana wrote back within hours:
Sir David,
H does use a punana's ass regularly now, though not as the primary hole; that honour probably belongs to a punana's mouth.
p
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
---
Reading that pleased us. We've known from the start that H preferred oral to anal and we're glad to know that H is getting what he wants. That's the driving force behind all of this.
The punana's report of May 17 altered things just a little. H seems to be a little more willing to take his hand to her bottom, which opens up future possibilities.
On May 22, the members of the Circle received another email from the punana:
Sirs,
a punana understood from Your earlier answers that for the time being it is only permitted to cum during anal; which it did.
You were going to consider what other circumstances a punana would be allowed to cum.
a punana
XXXXXXXXXXXXX
---
It was accompanied by 10 very well chosen pictures of the punana's dream, being caned over a wooden restraint. It was clear how desperate she must be to be this forward - basically asking "well, have you made up your mind yet?"
Sometimes, it's a fine line between indulging a submissive and giving her a little bit of relief. I opted for the second. This is what I wrote her back today. I phrased it as a "special favor" to emphasize that this was a one-time event:
As a special treat for me, I'd like you to find some time this weekend to cum in a public spot. You can be in an enclosed space, such as a public washroom, or you can be parked in your car, or some other such semi-private spot. Or, you can sit in a pub with your legs spread and your skirt up around your hips. I really don't care (tho I would caution you not to do anything that will land you in jail.)
You may cum up to three times (!) between 5 p.m. Friday and 10 p.m. Sunday night. BUT a description of each must be posted to your blog before you continue to the next. Photos of your surroundings would be nice. That would provide us some sense of authenticity...
---
We'll see what she posts over the weekend...
While this is admirable, it's even more interesting when placed in context. As part of its training, the punana was forbidden to cum from any stimulation other than anal penetration by H. That order was given on May 1. In reality, the punana has had to seek approval from the Circle before cumming for more than a year now.
In the early stages, she (not yet 'it') was allowed to cum under a variety of circumstances. They included options like:
- masturbation in public places (public washrooms, dark corners of a bar, a supply room at work, etc.),
- masturbation while in online chat with members of the Circle
- while sucking H's cock
- while riding H, but only with the punana on top (this was new for H and he quite enjoyed it)
- while being fucked doggie-style
The long term goal, of course, is to develop the punana to a point where she can cum from a very limited number of things. The two primary things would be 1) anal sex and 2) pain. The punana's obvious arousal during her spanking is the first small step toward #2.
On May 10, ten days without a cum, the punana sent this email to the Circle:
Sir David,
please may a punana cum this weekend. it has been really good and has pleasured H but without an orgasm itself and a punana is going crazy.
Please Sir!!
a punana
XXXXXXXXXX
---
I opened the subject to the Circle for their feedback. My own inclination was to allow the punana to cum but we needed to design a new circumstance that would move her toward her eventual goal. I included this in my email:
I'm waiting for her to weigh in. If H is indeed fucking it up the ass, then it should be cumming regularly. But from its email, it sounds like that isn't true. Either he's not doing it or she hasn't yet learned to cum from it. I want to hear from the punana why it hasn't been cumming.
I am willing to expand the punana's range of cum-earning behaviors. Perhaps we can include rimming H as the next step? H may be reluctant at first (remember H was reluctant to perform anal but is now doing it more regularly), but this will encourage the punana to find ways to convince H. As her hunger and frustration grow, she will get more creative.
---
John C, always inventive, wrote:
David. Our first duty is of course to defer to H's preferences. However, that doesn't mean that the punana should be allowed to cum just because the Husband says it's alright. Not that I believe that our punana would attempt to manipulate Husband in order to cum, unless of course it thought it could get away with it...
I believe we should stay the course. punana may come every time the Husband uses its ass and the punana should always encourage Husband to use its ass. Of course punana should go along with anything else Husband wants, just not cum when he does it.
---
The other members of the Circle were in general agreement that we need to be careful not to backslide on the punana's progress. Any new cum-earning behavior must continue to move her in the right direction.
While we were discussing this among ourselves, I sent this to the punana:
dear,
Something for you to consider while the Circle debates your request. I've resigned myself to the idea that you may never cum again. I don't want this to happen, I really hope you learn to cum with a cock up your ass, but if that's beyond you, you should do your best to digest that as a very real possibility. Is H using your ass often?
---
The punana wrote back within hours:
Sir David,
H does use a punana's ass regularly now, though not as the primary hole; that honour probably belongs to a punana's mouth.
p
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
---
Reading that pleased us. We've known from the start that H preferred oral to anal and we're glad to know that H is getting what he wants. That's the driving force behind all of this.
On May 22, the members of the Circle received another email from the punana:
Sirs,
a punana understood from Your earlier answers that for the time being it is only permitted to cum during anal; which it did.
You were going to consider what other circumstances a punana would be allowed to cum.
a punana
XXXXXXXXXXXXX
---
It was accompanied by 10 very well chosen pictures of the punana's dream, being caned over a wooden restraint. It was clear how desperate she must be to be this forward - basically asking "well, have you made up your mind yet?"
Sometimes, it's a fine line between indulging a submissive and giving her a little bit of relief. I opted for the second. This is what I wrote her back today. I phrased it as a "special favor" to emphasize that this was a one-time event:
As a special treat for me, I'd like you to find some time this weekend to cum in a public spot. You can be in an enclosed space, such as a public washroom, or you can be parked in your car, or some other such semi-private spot. Or, you can sit in a pub with your legs spread and your skirt up around your hips. I really don't care (tho I would caution you not to do anything that will land you in jail.)
You may cum up to three times (!) between 5 p.m. Friday and 10 p.m. Sunday night. BUT a description of each must be posted to your blog before you continue to the next. Photos of your surroundings would be nice. That would provide us some sense of authenticity...
---
We'll see what she posts over the weekend...
a punana; punana's mantra
As part of its training, a punana was given a mantra to learn and to repeat several time per day so that its status and reason for existing became ingrained in its tiny mind.
a punana's mantra
a punana's mantra
a punana exists only for the pleasure of its Husband and Master and for the enjoyment of The Circle
a punana is totally committed to the pleasure of its Husband and Master and to the enjoyment of The Circle
a punana exists only as a set of three warm, wet holes
a punana is lost and alone; lacking direction or purpose without guidance by The Circle and the presence of the hard cock of her Husband and Master
a punana exists only for obedience, its cunt always wet and its body always ready, indeed anxious, to accept pain
a punana will always strive to exceed all demands of H and The Circle lest they abandon it
a punana exists only for the pleasure of its Husband and Master and for the enjoyment of The Circle
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Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Welcome
This blog was created in May of 2013 as a companion to the site Submissive to the Circle. Submissive to the Circle is a chronicle of stories and journal entries by a small Ds / BDSM Role Playing Group.
The 'punana' (a derivation of the slang word 'punany') has been the longest standing and most consistently articulate and prolific submissive in the group. She lives in UK and is completely in love with and dedicated to her husband. Many of our games have focused on instructing her to find new ways to service him. The members of the Circle enjoy this vicariously and voyeuristically.
Over a year ago, we stopped using the young woman's name and instead assigned her the title 'punana'. She's been addressed that way ever since. Also, to make her submissive status even more clear, she refers to herself as 'it'.
As we mentioned in the "The Basics" page on Submissive to the Circle, all of this is consensual. We aren't therapists and not interested in getting to the 'root' of why some women enjoy this kind of thing, but we are insistent that anyone who is involved with us is an informed and consenting adult. Once that is established, the only limits are any specifically imposed by the submissive and the limits of our imagination.
We believe that the punana has such a compelling story, it has earned its own blog.
We hope you enjoy it.
The 'punana' (a derivation of the slang word 'punany') has been the longest standing and most consistently articulate and prolific submissive in the group. She lives in UK and is completely in love with and dedicated to her husband. Many of our games have focused on instructing her to find new ways to service him. The members of the Circle enjoy this vicariously and voyeuristically.
Over a year ago, we stopped using the young woman's name and instead assigned her the title 'punana'. She's been addressed that way ever since. Also, to make her submissive status even more clear, she refers to herself as 'it'.
As we mentioned in the "The Basics" page on Submissive to the Circle, all of this is consensual. We aren't therapists and not interested in getting to the 'root' of why some women enjoy this kind of thing, but we are insistent that anyone who is involved with us is an informed and consenting adult. Once that is established, the only limits are any specifically imposed by the submissive and the limits of our imagination.
We believe that the punana has such a compelling story, it has earned its own blog.
We hope you enjoy it.
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