Today is Thursday, May 23. Two days ago, our punana posted to our companion site (Submissive to the Circle) that she had cum during a particularly rough round of anal sex with H.
While this is admirable, it's even more interesting when placed in context. As part of its training, the punana was forbidden to cum from any stimulation other than anal penetration by H. That order was given on May 1. In reality, the punana has had to seek approval from the Circle before cumming for more than a year now.
In the early stages, she (not yet 'it') was allowed to cum under a variety of circumstances. They included options like:
- masturbation in public places (public washrooms, dark corners of a bar, a supply room at work, etc.),
- masturbation while in online chat with members of the Circle
- while sucking H's cock
- while riding H, but only with the punana on top (this was new for H and he quite enjoyed it)
- while being fucked doggie-style
and a variety of other conditions, all designed to move the punana further from any situation that might be considered "normal" or even "mildly kinky".
The long term goal, of course, is to develop the punana to a point where she can cum from a very limited number of things. The two primary things would be 1) anal sex and 2) pain. The punana's obvious arousal during her spanking is the first small step toward #2.
On May 10, ten days without a cum, the punana sent this email to the Circle:
Sir David,
please may a punana cum this weekend. it has been really good
and has pleasured H but without an orgasm itself and a punana is
going crazy.
Please Sir!!
a punana
XXXXXXXXXX
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I opened the subject to the Circle for their feedback. My own inclination was to allow the punana to cum but we needed to design a new circumstance that would move her toward her eventual goal. I included this in my email:
I'm waiting for her to weigh in. If H is indeed fucking it up
the ass, then it should be cumming regularly. But from its email, it
sounds like that isn't true. Either he's not doing it or she hasn't yet learned to cum from it. I want to hear from the punana why it hasn't
been cumming.
I am willing to expand the punana's range of cum-earning behaviors. Perhaps we can include rimming H as the next step? H may be reluctant at first (remember H was reluctant to perform anal but is now doing it more regularly), but this will encourage the punana to find ways to convince H. As her hunger and frustration grow, she will get more creative.
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John C, always inventive, wrote:
David. Our first duty is of course to
defer to H's preferences. However, that doesn't mean that the
punana should be allowed to cum just because the Husband says it's
alright. Not that I believe that our punana would attempt to
manipulate Husband in order to cum, unless of course it thought it
could get away with it...
I believe we should stay the course. punana may come
every time the Husband uses its ass and the punana should always
encourage Husband to use its ass. Of course punana should go
along with anything else Husband wants, just not cum when he does
it.
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The other members of the Circle were in general agreement that we need to be careful not to backslide on the punana's progress. Any new cum-earning behavior must continue to move her in the right direction.
While we were discussing this among ourselves, I sent this to the punana:
dear,
Something for you to consider while the Circle debates your request. I've resigned myself to the idea that you may never cum again. I don't
want this to happen, I really hope you learn to cum with a cock up your
ass, but if that's beyond you, you should do your best to digest that as a very real possibility. Is H using your ass often?
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The punana wrote back within hours:
Sir David,
H does use a punana's ass regularly now, though not as the primary hole; that honour probably belongs to a punana's mouth.
p
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Reading that pleased us. We've known from the start that H preferred oral to anal and we're glad to know that H is getting what he wants. That's the driving force behind all of this.
The punana's report of May 17 altered things just a little. H seems to be a little more willing to take his hand to her bottom, which opens up future possibilities.
On May 22, the members of the Circle received another email from the punana:
Sirs,
a punana understood from Your earlier answers that for the time being it is only permitted to cum during anal; which it did.
You were going to consider what other circumstances a punana would be allowed to cum.
a punana
XXXXXXXXXXXXX
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It was accompanied by 10 very well chosen pictures of the punana's dream, being caned over a wooden restraint. It was clear how desperate she must be to be this forward - basically asking "well, have you made up your mind yet?"
Sometimes, it's a fine line between indulging a submissive and giving her a little bit of relief. I opted for the second. This is what I wrote her back today. I phrased it as a "special favor" to emphasize that this was a one-time event:
As
a special treat for me, I'd like you to find some time this weekend to
cum in a public spot. You can be in an enclosed space, such as a public washroom, or you
can be parked in your car, or some other such semi-private spot. Or, you
can sit in a pub with your legs spread and your skirt up around your
hips. I really don't care (tho I would caution you not to do anything
that will land you in jail.)
You may cum up to three times (!) between 5 p.m. Friday and 10
p.m. Sunday night. BUT a description of each must be posted to your
blog before you continue to the next. Photos of your surroundings would be nice. That would provide us some sense of authenticity...
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We'll see what she posts over the weekend...
